Damn the fork....

I was counting on a straight road for the rest of the trip.

P -

I have allowed myself to wallow in this delicious misery for to long now. I know I need to summon up superhuman courage, but my spirit is so broken that, I just don't know where to look for it.

You've already packed your heart and I know it's just a matter of time before you to take the rest of your shit.

I'm not angry yet, but God help you when this emotion arrives - if ever.

I am looking forward to the other side so that I can get in to the deep melancholy for all that has happened. Once there, I hope to find meaning.

I do wish you well.

J -